My name's Luca, I'm a 19 year old girl from Colorado who has half a will to live, doesn't really know what she's doing with her life or who she really is, and has no idea what's going on anymore.

I go by she/her pronouns, but I don't really care if you call me anything else.

I'm not even sure what I'm gonna use this site for anymore, probaly just to have it or whatever, but hopefully when I start getting actual clout for this (and not just go unnoticed by the publc eye like last fucking time...), maybe then i'll try to give this place a purpose.

Seriously, the internet's kinda shit to you sometimes, and you just kinda gotta roll with it sometimes..

I don't have any active socials anymore (maybe outside of reddit or something) for the same reason, so I'll just keep things simple for now.

Okay, I'll admit, I kinda lied about the Anticosm thing, I'm technically not an "offical" member of the Gladrux cult yet (though most of them don't seem to really have an "offical" group anyway outside of maybe a discord server i guess, so i guess it's okay), but I'm working on that. So far I joined a forum that another member on Reddit reccomended to me until I can get the courage to get back on Discord again, and I'm currently just chilling in there and seeing what's up.

I've been trying to make it all cult-feely and chaotic like the original here cause I did like the way it looked, but I kinda fucked up while formatting, eventually got lazy and used a layout generator after realizing I couldn't do it myself, and now I don't really care anymore. I still wanna reference them somewhere on my site cause they're cool as shit, but idk.

Still though, I'm super excited to see what I could learn from Galdrux. I think getting into spirituality for once and mingling in with a community I might actually have a chance in, could help me cope with these troubling times i'm dealing with, plus the weed obviously.

Weed and spirituality, what a great combo... :)

I actually started web development last year after I heard about it on some video essay about the old web on Youtube, and thought it'd be a cool little hobby for me and shit, but eventually I kinda got sick of constantly having to update it in hopes of getting some form of attention on it (but it never did), so I kinda gave up after a while. I'm starting to pick up interest again thanks to the Galdrux craze, but I'm not sure how long this will last.

Note: some of these might not make sense, I don't really know about them either because BPD is a bitch and I tend to lose interest a LOT. Don't expect this segment to stay static unless I just forget to edit it one day or something.

General

if there are a handful of things I would count as my "top interests", it'd be Fnaf (not the canon lore though, I ain't giving myself an anyeurism from researching that shit like matpat did), South Park, Internet lore and mysteries, the 80's-2010's (aka the BEST decades of all time), web development, but most importantly: smoking a fuck-ton of weed and not giving a damn about anything. I haven't been sober since about October or November 2024ish, can't remember when.

Music

My genre of music typically vaires on what I get hooked on next, but I ususally like listening to emo, nu metal (mostly limp bizkit) 80/90s heavy metal, Some stuff from the 2010s, also Mitski and crap like that. Or just anything that sounds good while I'm high as fuck honestly, who cares what you listen to?

Movies

Not much of a movie person, but my favorites are Five Nights at Freddy's (2023), South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, The Breakfast Club and Footloose

Anime

I actually haven't gotten into anime in over a month now, but I like Watamote, Neon Genesis Evangilion (specifically "Neon Genesis" and "End of Evangelion"), Serial Experiments Lain, and Amuzinga Daioh

TV

I love South Park, it's one of my all time favorites. I just wish they had more Towelie episodes and stuff, he doesn't get enough screentime and I wanna know how he's been since he escaped the white house in Season 28 episode 5.

Books

I like reading books like Chainsaw Man, Count Fujiwara's Suffering (if anyone's reading any of this, has anyone heard of that manga before or is it just me??), Animal Farm and Watership Down.